Hope
I can’t believe its been two years since the world got flipped-turned upside down.
I decided last week that I needed to do something for myself. Normally I make goals and when they are met I do something for ME! Its been two years since since I have done anything for ME! Unfortunately I have not met any of the goals I made for myself last year, but I’m tired! I’m tired of feeling like I don’t deserve anything for myself.
I almost made it two years and no COVID for me! That status changed 3 weeks ago. I have had all three shots but that was still not enough to completely shield me for this terrible virus that has changed so many lives. So many lives lost. I can’t imagine loosing someone to this.
The good part was since I was vaccinated and boosted so it was short lived. But it was no joke! I can’t imagine someone getting COVID without being vaccinated. I spent so much energy running from this virus! Hunkered down during this rollercoaster ride of trying to stay sane.
Here is where HOPE comes in!
Jason had the most amazing thing happen last week!
He was offered a job working with our friend James! It is just to perfect to pass up. I think this just might be a dream job for him! And yes its 100% remote! I am so proud of Jason and I can’t thank James enough for thinking of Jason. Jason and James worked together over 25 years ago, that is how we met James. This job is going to allow us to travel to Denver more often. YAY!! All of this plus it seems like things are better with the virus. (Knock On Wood) I have realized that my HOPE is back! When there is nothing to look forward to there is no HOPE. With this great news I jumped off the ledge and and just did it! As I told my friend James I had my face rebuilt!
I started doing botox injections five years ago and added some fillers a little later. The fillers were to last two years but for me I got three years out of them. The fillers dissolve so slowly that you really don’t notice when they are gone. One day you look in the mirror and say HOLY CRAP I look awful! Now, I know I don’t look that bad but I realized that it was weighing on my motivation. I have worked so hard on my mental health but I needed to like what I saw when I looked in the mirror too!
OMG! I forgot how much I love how I look with fillers!!
